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The meaning of life has
always been a question since the day I was able to truly understand what life
is about, I see those who live either a “happy or sad” life. Life’s meaning is truly
whatever you make it be, where you decide to go, or how you can contribute
to those around you. People often think that living there life to the fullest
is living for someone else, which I believe isn’t true you should always live
for yourself and whatever makes you happy even if it makes others upset. A Life
is a Life and being alive is truly wonderful once you find you’re meaning, that’s
a phrase that I choose to live by.
I began to think about my
meaning and purpose for life as I started getting closer and closer to
graduation, just the thought of it made me sick. It was so bad that all I wanted to
do was crawl into a ball and just stay in bed, it gave me so much anxiety. After
graduation, there was so many choices to be made and things that had to be done with
my life, and I just sat there for a week I was trying to figure out what it is
that I should do what’s my purpose!? My mind was running rapidly and I just
felt so confused with myself it made me feel empty inside.
I began to think and have
conversations with myself asking questions like” what is it that I should be
doing?”, “Am I ever going to be of any importance?”, “Will I make it out in the
real world?” Such things went through my mind and I was just kind of shocked at
myself, I had so much confidence going through high school into my senior year having
a plan and everything. Sometimes things don’t always go as you planned things
and I was completely fine with that, but I never would’ve expected that I would
be thinking about my purpose would come at me as hard as it did.
That year of 2018 was a big headache, but the
amount of thinking about me and my life was an adventure I had to think outside
the box and try many new things. Into the fall season, I joined a community
college after much thought of going to a university, it was truly a life-changing
choice and one that I’m proud of making. Being that a university needed all of
my time and effort focusing on myself wasn’t going to be in the thought
process, so the community college was my best bet, so I took the leap. It’s now my second
semester and I’ve given much thought into my purpose of life I believe that I’m
out here on this earth to be an inspiration.
I’ve always been the type
of person to make friends quickly and the friends that I would attract would
always be troubled people with unknown paths and never knowing what to do with their
life. I’ve never blinked an eye at anyone who has ever asked for my help in
guiding them or needing advice, I feel like everyone could use some help in any
situation. I always choose to show kindness to all the people I’ve met and
honestly it’s made me a better person and it’s given others the light that they
need in their life.
I enjoy being a light to
others it makes me feel so much better about myself knowing that I was able to
help someone, by giving advice or even just being kind to those who don’t
deserve my kindness. I believe this because I look up to someone else who is an
inspiration to me, she is the best and I wouldn’t be the way I am without her
guidance. Being looked up to can be so rewarding at the end of the day, being
an Inspiration is my true calling and I wouldn’t change it for the world.
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